Journal #34

Describe myself.  I love Jesus a whole lot. Church is my life.  I am the youngest of four kids.  I have three older brothers and I would never change that.  Most other girls irk me deeply, too much drama.  They always seem to have a vary narrowed, self centered, and materialistic view on things.  I can get along with girls, but I don't think I would do well with living with one. I also have a twin who is my best friend in the entire world. I know I can tell him everything and he can always offer up a mature and respectful view on anything, which I love and need in my life.  We don't look anything alike, and I'm not the only one who thinks so.  I am 5'8 with green/ hazel eyes.  My hair is a very weird color.  Sometimes it looks blonde, sometimes it's brunette, other times it can be strawberry-ish.  It's whatever your preference is I suppose.  My friends like to debate on it's color.  I have a lot of friends.  I love all my friends all for different reasons.  I strive to love everyone around me, despite the fact it's very hard sometimes.  I'm a very honest person.  If I see something I don't like or see something I can fix, or prohibit something, I will take action and I will be blatantly honest with you.  Some of my newer friends this year have found that out and it took a while for them to adjust, but honest is always the policy.  You can never go wrong with being honest with a person, the only rule is respect.  You can ALWAYS be respectful to someone. If you disagree with something or someone, you can always put it out there and come to them with it respectfully.  If they don't react with the same cutesy, then okay.  You did what you could do.  I like wearing comfy clothes more than dressing up usually, but I love dressing up, too.  My friends always tease me because through the week at school I usually look pretty average and don't try too hard but every Sunday I go all out.  People who come to my church for the first time and only ever see me through the week sometimes don't recognize me...I love Jesus, I'm tall, my brothers are my best friends, I'm honest, I love english and writing, I want to serve Jesus and I want to serve him now.  I'm very tired of petty high school.  I love etymology, noodles are my favorite. I love having deep heart to hearts. I'm a beast at giving advice, or so I'm told.  My friend Jake got his braces off today.  I have nothing else to do right now so I'm going to keep typing.  YAY LONG BLOG. I have very straight hair and girls are always jealous of that. I'm very good at doing hair.  I'm very good at taking control and being a leader, I recently started FCA in my school with that.  I'm super bad at letting someone else take the reins, though.  I see how I want things to happen and I try to always do everything possible to make that happen. I always have my camelbak with me, water is very important to me.  I love volleyball and running.  I love reading, especially cheesy romances.  My dream is to work for Christ in Youth, a youth organization that puts on retreats through out the year for kids junior-high school.  I want to change kids and help them get on their walk with God and more importantly stay there.  I guess I'll study spanish, now. Stay awesome, my friends.